if after 2.5 years, i cannot make the one guy i absolutely desire to move to where i’m at, what the hell was i thinking that i’d stand a winning chance these past 7 months to convince him that the frigid cold in norway isn’t worth his while, that an endless summer with me, is???
obviously he isn’t gonna move here for me. :-( i should just give this one-side relationship up already. :’(
have never felt more distantly alone, left over and cold in such an inhumanely hot, sticky place.
