anne is very happy, because M is back~~
it’s sooooo very nice to have him back here again, after soooooooo long! :D :D :D
but i’m so very tired now, i did SO much work today >____<
so anne will go shower and go to bed early tonight. assuming this is early. haha. :P
Night! (:
btw, bf.. the taxi ride was only $8, i’ll return the rest of the money to you when we meet up tomorrow. (:
<3<3<3
anne
in scraps and pieces
There is just so much I want to say but I can’t seem to find proper words to say them out loud. It frustrates me alot :(
I think I will give bikram studio a call tomorrow afternoon to ask about the job, if they still have a slot for me to go for an interview or something.
I’ve been finally given a desk and a work station to sit at, but i’m sharing it with someone else. I still rather miffed that I had to wait 6 weeks for a desk.
I’m feeling so out-of-it this week. must be pms. >_<
my brothers are down with stomach flu, or at least my older brother is, and my younger brother is showing signs. on the other hand, it’s sweltering hot but I’m wearing a thick jacket. >_< i must be sick too.
Think I shall go to bed super early tonight and save the banter for some other day.
the station that looks like the french airport
I decided to check out the Circle (yellow) line a few days ago. It was shiny, new, and pretty and sparkly. :D me likes. because it’s so damn new. (:
but also one of the stations reminded me alot of the french airport (charles de guille, was it?) As you can see, it stretches quite a distance, and has travellators for the much less movtivated people to stop where they’re standing at while marvelling the new shiny wonders of a new train station. (:
why i thought it looked like the airport
I know this looks really terrible (one of the worst photos I’ve ever taken) but just for the heck of it, you can see, it’s rather wide open, the emphasis of undulated grounds (but still being entirely marbled and tiled over – the govt must be trying to make a point; we’re rich to put marble on the grounds we walk, duh) hahaha, oh yes yes emphasis of undulated grounds and well lit walls where the humans roam.
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I feel sort of annoyed, just a tiny bit when I think about work.
but i have many things to be thankful for when I think about the very same thing. I spend my time doing something menial while getting paid menially, I get to be out of the house and in the company of nobody still (i’m pretty much in my own mind the whole day, getting entertained by my own mundane thoughts. yes, that’s what happens) while in the room with either 1 other person, or with over 50 others. >_< really, it depends where I’m assigned to sit at, for the day. I get to make my own lunch still and watch my diet (however insignificantly unsuccessfully at this point. anne people spent $700 to get your figure back, work harder dammit.) and they take care of me pretty well.
That one pet peeve that I got annoyed at, was that I still have yet to be assigned a table nor a work station. It’s always evaded, and my ears ALWAYS prick up when my name plus a table gets thrown into the same sentence with a 3-word distance in between them. (”Anne doesn’t-have-a table.”) sad, I know. sigh.
But here’s why I say they take care of me pretty well, they try MANY nice tries at trying to fatten me up. :P
mango pomelo pudding
There’s even this cute painted themed table that I could eat at when I’m eating alone on some days. (: It’s painted with all sorts of unrealistic tea pots. Everytime I look at it, I have to smile because it’s so colourful and it makes me think if these were real pots, maybe M might go crazy over a few of these pots :P
what i have for lunch on most days
See? nice pots eh? :P they’re super cute looking. ^_^V
and that’s what I usually had for breakfast when I hadn’t gotten a job yet. And when I’d gotten a job, I still wanted it (: It was sort of like breakfast norm to have these noodles and a fish cake and some of those french beans. (: they were delicious. (:
I shouldn’t be annoyed with my poorly paid job, it’s close to home (10 minutes by bus, who gets to work that close to work man. I could probably walk home, but I’d have died by the time I’d reached the 12th floor – i still have a flight of stairs to climb to get to my door step and 10 more steps to my room) and the things I do are rather easy things that need alot of attention paid to it, and the people there are rather nice to me. I just wished it was better paying than this – it’s gonna take me forever to save up for anything. :( like, forever and ever. >_< I just don’t wish to stick with this (sort of pay) for too long. But like they say, if you want a nice job, you have to make some sacrifaces for it. I think I still have much to learn before I can move on to something more challenging. Like learning to have more diplomatic tact and learning not to speak unnecessarily, watching what I think before I blurt it out loud.
I think I generally am a person who doesn’t smile much when there isn’t a need to smile. And when I don’t smile, generally I’ve been told that I look like the right annoying snob that my face was born with. um… heh. I can’t help it that my face looks like a snob’s. It’s anytime better than looking like I’m stupid or a retard in any case. snob is better I think. But on the flip side, it makes people feel inferior to my stare alot of the time, and they become unnecessarily hostile towards me. (oh right, now I remember why I smile too much for my own liking – do you believe that I could honestly get so sick of smiling that much sometimes? haha! yeah, it happens) So, maybe that’s something to be worked on too – try to look like a nice snob, instead of eh… haha, one that looks like she could swallow you up whole. hahahahaah. XP
a nice sunset in the making
This was something I came along looking at while waiting for the bus one afternoon after work. I’d left work late that day (like at 5.30pm), and the sunset was about to start. Whenever it’s about to start, it shines the brightest, like giving this preview of its last spark’s after glow. (: It was a pretty sight, nevermind I looked like a dork trying to squat there at the bus stop taking a picture, I thought it was worth it. Well, I suppose if you had a job where it allowed you to come home just in time to watch the sunsets take place every evening, why not? (: it’s rare to be home early on any job.
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bugs!!!! squashed with my big foot.
yes, well, this was just ONE bug, but like I’ve always made myself clear on it, I always have weird stuff coming into my room from time to time. It was a bat, then a wasp, and a bumble bee, and my cat, and some friends, and now, a weird green chlorophyll-smelling bug came knocking itself all over my ceiling.
I wouldn’t have killed it, if not for the fact that it was starting to hover around my head, buzzing all around me and jumping from one corner of my ceiling to the other. >___< so anne here, lover of all things alive, decided enough is enough, you silly little bug. and squish, my big fat foot went stepping on it after I’d carefully ‘fanned’ it down to the floor with an unopened letter (which came in a plastic envelope, you know, like those newletters. oh wait, it WAS a newsletter from my polytechnic), and placed said newsletter with envelope over it and stepped on it gravely. All weight put into it. It gave this crunchy squishy fight and died promptly.
You know, nevermind that it looks like some rare bug. It was lime green in colour and looked sort of weird and jumped around like a grasshopper but didn’t look like a grasshopper at all, and gave off this weird ‘green’-ish, chlorophyll like smell after I had it squashed. Never mind that it was a rare bug to me, I had to get it killed. and kill it, I did. This girl hates bugs, period.
and this fat cat........ *sigh
And then there’s this weirder thing in my room, I’ve enslaved for however long she’d remembered, and she doesn’t make much effort to explore the wonders that is the outside world. It’s another universe out there as far as she’s got anything to say about it :P
Anyway here she is, my cute little fat lazy cat. (: being cute (check out the way she places her front paws), and she’s little enough to lie on my coffee table, and look, she’s fat in the picture (so unglamourous) and she’s being absolutely lazy!
:D
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(some hours later)
M texted me to let me know he’s going back to his parents place this afternoon! (: yay! hahaha i thought maybe he might take another day before he left for home. he managed to finish packing! so fast >_< I could never do that. haha!
I can’t wait to see m again sooooon!!! :D :D :D yaaay!
haha! (: all the hugs and kisses coming my way, yay! (: (: (:
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(some more hours later)
oh gawd, i’m pooped and shagged. X_x
i’ll just stay up a while more then head to bed.
tooooodles (:
bf, did you get home safely?
God natt!
Anne.
